It's a good time to get into trouble: COME AS YOU ARE.

Come As You Are by Dahlia Adler
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Thanks to formally being named Everett, "Evie" Riley gets assigned to the boys dorm at her new boarding school, Camden Academy. Somehow, there is not another room on the entire campus, so she's stuck living in a single, packed among the boys, and being ridiculed by the entire school.

This story is slow and awkward first--it feels a little clunky and hard to get into. It does pick up a bit. Evie has fled to Camden to escape a failed relationship and issues with her sister back home. She decides the only way to make this work is to become a "bad girl"--learning from the hands of new friend, Salem. They make a pact: she'll teach Salem to be a respectable guy who gets good grades and he'll teach her his wayward tricks.

Their pact seems halfhearted at best and a flimsy method to push the plot along; I wish there had been more follow-through. Salem has Evie do a few random things, while she forces him to... shower and study. The two spend plenty of time together, though, allowing them to forge a stronger relationship. But Evie is clueless and Salem's soon with another girl. Evie and Salem have excellent banter, but be prepared for quite a slow burn.

Evie tries very hard in this story, and sometimes you want to tell all these kids that high school/boarding school isn't all that their life will contain. Luckily, there are light moments too, including Evie's friendship with Salem's twin, Sabrina.

This book is well-suited for its YA audience, with plenty of juvenile drama (though there's a lot of sex too). As for this middle-aged adult, quirky Salem carried the story.

I received a copy of this book from Netgalley and St. Martin's Press/Wednesday Books in return for an unbiased review.

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I was on the outside looking in at you: MAINE CHARACTERS.

Maine Characters by Hannah Orenstein
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Sometimes you just need to escape into other people's wild problems. MAINE CHARACTERS allows just that!

Vivian and Lucy are each the (now adult) daughters of Hank. Lucy lived in Maine with her mother, seeing her father mainly for a month in July at his vacation cabin. She grew up aware of her half-sister, though they never met. As for Vivian, she has no clue Lucy exists. Raised by Hank and her mother, Vivian, in New York City, she only visits Maine once a year.

When Hank suddenly passes away, Vivian heads to Maine to sell the cabin. She's shocked to discover Lucy there, who has come up to spend the month of July with her father. Vivian must grapple with the idea of a half sister, while Lucy must come to terms with their father's death.

This book is certainly not a "Parent Trap" for adults--these sisters are not trying to reunite their parents! But it's a great, dramatic look at fraught parental relationships and secrets layered on top of terrible choices. Vivian is struggling with her own romantic partnership and career decisions, while Lucy is going through a divorce. It makes this story seem incredibly serious--and it certainly has plenty of emotions--but it's also a fun look at sisterhood that will make you yearn to visit Maine immediately! 3.5 stars.

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I've always wondered what was wrong with me: NOT QUITE DEAD YET.

Not Quite Dead Yet by Holly Jackson
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

It's really fun to read a book with a different premise!

The idea is that Jet has seven days to solve her own murder. On Halloween, she's attacked at home and left for dead. While she awakes several days later, her injuries have left her with a brain aneurysm that will kill her within a week. Jet--who has always pushed things off until "later"--vows to find her killer.

Jet is the best part about this book. She's an excellent witty and sarcastic protagonist. She cracks jokes constantly, even with her impending death. While this is a mystery, it's quirky and layered. The story is tense, keeping you guessing at every turn. It's dark, chock full of family drama along with secrets and small town stories. Jet has a difficult relationship with her family, leading her to stay with her childhood best friend Billy. Their friendship over the week is its own story and adds extra warmth and nuance to an otherwise dark story.

I wasn't sure about reading a book where it was known the protagonist would die, but NOT QUITE DEAD YET is worth the read. It's complex, funny, and mysterious.


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Lured to the ends of overwhelm: SUNSHINE GIRL.

Sunshine Girl: An Unexpected Life by Julianna Margulies
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

My wife and I have been re-watching ER from the beginning, so when I saw this book on my shelves, I picked it up!

This is an interesting memoir, told mainly in a linear fashion. It picks and chooses life moments to highlight, centering around the childhood idea that Margulies was told she's a "sunshine girl," always trying to keep the peace and make everyone happy.

Margulies spends a lot of time on her unstable childhood, discussing her divorced parents, including her flighty mom and reserved father, whom she rarely saw. She and sisters were always moving, often living overseas and away from their father, and she craved stability and normalcy. She had a fascinating childhood and her desire to keep the peace continued into her adult relationships, keeping her in a toxic partnership far too long.

Margulies is very introspective and feelings-based, going into great deal about these important events and moments in her life, often small things that stood out. There's not necessarily a lot of detail about her acting or the shows she was on, which was a little disappointing since I'm in the middle of my ER binge and wanted details.

If you like memoirs driven by character and emotion, versus celebrity status and name-dropping, you'll enjoy this one.

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One day I'll return to dust: TOO OLD FOR THIS.

Too Old for This by Samantha Downing
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Elderly Lottie James lives alone, far away from her son and grandchildren. No one knows that years ago she changed her name, moving away from those who knew her, to distance herself from a life of crime. Now the highlights of her week are Thursday bingo nights at church.

But when journalist Plum Jones shows up at Lottie's door, she threatens to upend Lottie's quiet life. It's hard enough to commit murder when you're young, but when you're old... still Lottie sure doesn't want anything--or anyone--getting in the way of her new life.

This book is everywhere right now, but seems justifiably so. It's dark but wryly humorous. Lottie is a nuanced, flawed (!), but oddly endearing character, and the skill of this book is how easily it makes its reader empathize and root for a murderer. This is a suspenseful page-turner and fascinating character study.

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Say, I could sleep here, forget all the fear: OTHER PEOPLE'S HOUSES.

Other People's Houses by Clare Mackintosh
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

It's wonderful to be back with DC Ffion Morgan again; this is such a great series.

This time we're hearing from Fi, her boyfriend DS Leo Brady, and--a new twist--Leo's ex-wife, Allie. Leo is investigating a series of burglaries at houses on The Hill, a place for the wealthy and exclusive. And guess what, The Hill just happens to be the place where Allie wants to live (she claims her house nearby is, in fact, The Hill) and where she's trying--way too hard--to fit in.

Meanwhile, Fi is looking into the murder of an estate agent, found dead in a canoe after a weekend away with her colleagues. And Fi finds herself captivated by a podcast detailing a cold case about the murder of a wealthy couple, the Carmichaels.

Because she's Clare Mackintosh, Mackintosh flawlessly weaves all of these intersecting cases together while simultaneously keeping us guessing at every turn. We also get a peek into the houses and lives of the rich. And wow, do we get to see their problems, as well as the secrets they are keeping!

I love the tone in these books; Fi is just the best character, with her sarcasm, humor, flaws, and real nature. It makes the books so easy-to-read, especially because the mystery aspect is full of suspense and tension. It's wonderful seeing Fi growing into her relationship with Leo, even if it's slowly and in Ffion style; it's especially notable with Allie lurking around every corner, ready to tear them apart. At first I was so irritated with the inclusion of Allie in the story, but honestly, she adds a nuance that provides emotional depth to the story.

Overall, this is a wonderful and suspenseful story with excellent characters.

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Did I grow up according to plan: NO REST FOR THE WICKED.

No Rest for the Wicked by Rachel Louise Adams
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This was such a great mystery-- I can't believe it's a debut! So rarely does a twist truly surprise me anymore, but this one was really shocking!

Dolores, a forensic pathologist in California, has been estranged from her father, Alexander; stepmom, Charlotte; and two half siblings since age 18. She left her hometown of Little Horton, Wisconsin and never looked back. Little Horton is famous for its Halloween celebrations--and violence that has occurred over the years on that date--but for Dolores, it's just a holiday that she studiously avoids since she left.

But then she receives a call from the FBI: her father has gone missing. She reluctantly returns to Little Horton to investigate with two agents.

This book is spell binding! It effortlessly draws you into the claustrophobic and judgmental town of Little Horton, with its relentless focus on Halloween--and secrets and lies. Everyone in Little Horton reveres Alexander as their former mayor and Senator. For Dolores' family, especially the formidable and scary Charlotte, nothing matters more than appearances.

Adams weaves a taut and dark tale, as the bodies pile up, and Dolores looks into her father's life and disappearance, while slowly remembering more and more about why she left Little Horton so long ago. This story is dramatic and well-written, filled with plenty of suspense. It keeps you guessing, while also featuring nuanced, flawed characters. I would love a sequel!

I received a copy of this book from Netgalley and Minotaur Books in return for an unbiased review. Look for NO REST FOR THE WICKED on 09/16/2025!

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Waiting for the day to turn to stars: FLIRTY DANCING.

Flirty Dancing: A Novel by Jennifer Moffatt
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

At 27, Archer has left his safe accounting job in Ohio and moved to NYC to try to fulfill his dreams of dancing on Broadway. But it's been five months of rejections. When he finally gets a callback--and then a spot--to sing at Shady Queens, a gay-friendly resort in the Catskills, he jumps at the chance. It's not Broadway, but it's his last shot. Imagine Archer's surprise when he finds the rehearsals being led by Mateo Dixon, former Broadway star, and Archer's teen crush. Archer's thrilled at the opportunity to work with Mateo, but finds him closed off and rude. Instead, he starts up a romance with another dancer, Caleb. But he can't deny that there's *something* between him and Mateo.

This is a sweet gay romance filled with tons of dancing and so much drama. (So much.) It certainly lags in the middle thanks to said drama, as combative Caleb and surly workaholic Mateo battle it out, while Archer hides in the wings, unable to stand up for himself. (His cluelessness can drive you crazy sometimes!) Overall, there's just a lot of dancing drama in general. Dancing, fighting, partying: repeat. That gets old after a while.

There's no major character development here, but the story tries in its backstories for Mateo and Archer, attempting to reveal why Mateo is such a grump and Archer is so scared to give things a shot. The pair have strong chemistry (their tango!) and slow burn tension, but unfortunately, a lot of the book's romantic focus is on Archer and the irascible Caleb.

There are a few cute Dirty Dancing references here, a couple of fun side characters, and a sweet romance at the story's heart. If you like dancing, you'll love it. 3.25 stars.

I received a copy of this book from Netgalley and St. Martin's Griffin in return for an unbiased review.

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The emptiness that lays deep within your bones: THE SUMMER WE RAN.

The Summer We Ran by Audrey Ingram
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Books like this are why I love my BOTM subscription. I doubt I would have come across this book elsewhere, and it's an enjoyable summer saga about the power of class and money and how deeply both can corrupt.

As teens, Grant Alexander and Tess Murphy spend one amazing summer together, falling deeply in love. This despite the fact that Grant is the son of wealthy parents who put inordinate pressure on their only son, while Tess is staying near Grant's summer home only because her mother is working as a chef and assistant at a neighbor's property. But their summer romance ends abruptly, and the pair do not cross paths again for around two decades--when they are both running for Governor of Virginia.

The story is told from both Grant and Tess' points of view, and covers both present-day and that fateful summer. We get their story of young love (building up to their big break-up) and then two jaded adults, ha. This is like a political soap opera--it's impossible to put down--and it covers important topics like class, wealth, spousal abuse, and abortion while doing so.

I especially loved the Virginia setting, with pieces of the story even set in my hometown of Charlottesville.

This is a great cross between political drama and romance, topped off with secrets and lies.

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I feel more and more like I was made for you: LOVE IN FOCUS.

Love in Focus by Lyla Lee
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

This was such a surprisingly good read--it was different and cute! I loved how it didn't follow all the predictable romance paths while still talking about tropes.

Gemma's boyfriend of seven years suddenly breaks up with her, just as she's assigned to write a story about modern love at the magazine where she works. Then she's paired with a photographer who just happens to be her ex-girlfriend, Celeste, who broke up with her college and disappeared without a word.

At first I thought this was going to be one of those annoying romances where our duo dances around their misunderstanding (the college breakup) without ever discussing what really happened. But, instead, these two actually talk to one another and resolve their miscommunication fairly quickly. It was very refreshing!

Celeste and Gemma have a crackling tension between them from the moment they reunite. The writing is pretty basic, but it's a sweet story. Not to mention, the representation is excellent: bisexual and lesbian characters, along with Asian rep. Both Celeste and Gemma are real people and neither are a jerk. Each have jobs, with their workplace depicted in fairly realistic terms. Yes, they have a backstory but it doesn't dominate the entire plot. Same with their emotional trauma, which doesn't fully overshadow everything. They have friends and believe in therapy. How lovely!

The story also alternates between Gemma (first person) and Celeste (third person) which is a nice twist and gives us a unique perspective into both women's thoughts.

Overall, this is a lovely second chance romance, brimming with great tension and two lovable characters!

I received a copy of this book from Forever (Grand Central Publishing) and Netgalley in return for an unbiased review.

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Still lying by your side even in the great divide: TELL ME LIES.

Tell Me Lies by Carola Lovering
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Because I live under a rock, I had no idea that this book was made into a TV show. I also thought this was supposed to be more of a thriller, based on other books of Lovering's that I've read. Still, I found this to be a captivating story about unlikable people in toxic relationships.

Lucy meets Stephen at Baird College, where they begin a toxic on-and-off relationship that spans years. The book alternates between Lucy and Stephen's POVs, so you can see how easily Lucy falls for Stephen's charms and how Stephen is a sociopathic, awful person. Lucy's obsession with Stephen is rooted in trauma and we see her struggles with an eating disorder (please note that trigger).

The hardest part of this story was how awful the characters are. Lucy grows on you, but she and Stephen spend so much of the book drinking and doing drugs--that part is too much at times. But the nuanced look into how someone can stay, or return, to a terrible relationship is honestly quite well-done, and I found the book incredibly difficult to put down. It was honest and raw and different.

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And you can let your own light shine: AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES.

And They Were Roommates by Page Powars
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I love seeing a book with trans representation, but wow, so many weird plot holes and odd twists here.

Charlie's dream has been to attend the Valentine Academy for Boys as a scholarship student, especially since his mom was a similar student at the Academy's sister school. But to pull it off, he'll have to be Valentine's first trans student--and keep it a secret. He requests a single room, but gets paired with a roommate instead: Jasper, an Internet-famous teen poet (seriously) who also happens to be the kid who broke Charlie's heart when he was thirteen.

Somehow, Jasper doesn't recognize Charlie, but he is incredibly inquisitive and insufferable about getting to know his roommate. He is also an Internet-famous poet at a school that bans the use of cell phones for the majority of the year (and he's not even the only social media famous teen poet from Valentine!). Honestly, it's very hard to see how Charlie ever liked Jasper, then or now. Jasper pulls Charlie into STRIP, an acronym for some sort of organization that facilities the distribution of love letters between Valentine and their sister school, with the letters written by Jasper.

Besides Charlie's secret, STRIP and the letters is the main plot, and it's very hard to care about. There are really that many teens communicating between schools via letter, and also willing to allow Jasper and STRIP to write their love notes for them? It's so strange. Apparently if STRIP isn't successful, the school dance will fall apart, and also, civilization.

The book also doesn't talk at all about if it's even safe or legal to have a trans teen at a boarding school without the administration's knowledge. Why can't Charlie just tell them (or more importantly, why doesn't his mother?)? What does this teach anyone about responsibility or acceptance?

The first half or so of this book is rather painful, and I wanted to give up, but it does get better as time goes on. If you want to enjoy this book, you'll have to fully embrace the camp and quirkiness. I love the diverse representation in this story (and some of the new friends Charlie meets), but it's really difficult getting my analytical brain past the whole plot. 2.75 stars, rounded to 3 stars here.

I received a copy of this book from Macmillan Children's Publishing Group/Roaring Brook Press and Netgalley in return for an unbiased reivew.

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Cause it's all in the desire: EVERY STEP SHE TAKES.

Every Step She Takes by Alison Cochrun
My rating: 4.5 of 5 stars

I couldn't go wrong with Alison Cochrun's newest as my third read for Pride Month!

Sadie's adventurous travel blogger baby sister gets injured and Sadie impetuously offers to go on her trip--walking Portugal’s Camino de Santiago--for her. This is unlike anything Sadie, an anxious and quiet person, has ever done. She's spent her life devoted to her sister and her Nana's antique store, which she's run since her Nana's death. Sadie has gone on many dates (set up by her sister) but has never clicked with a single man.

So imagine her surprise when, during some very bad airplane turbulence, she dramatically comes out as lesbian to her seat-mate, Mal.

It perhaps rivals Sadie's surprise when she realizes that Mal--attractive, queer Mal--is also on Sadie's tour to Camino. We soon learn that Mal is dealing with her own issues, grappling with her father's death: the same dad who disowned her when she was 18. Mel's a serial monogamist who seeks comfort in women--until they get too close. She promises her friend, Inez, who is leading the tour, that she will not get involved with Sadie.

But Sadie is just so hard to resist. These two are drawn to each other from the beginning, as Mal works to help our sweet little baby gay who is coming out in her 30s. As always, Cochrun gives us a tender story featuring realistic characters with trauma, flaws, normal body types, and relatable problems. Randomly assigned as roommates, they get to know each other in just a few weeks. Mal offers to help Sadie learn to be gay, but of course, the two can't help but grow deeper feelings for one another.

Cochrun never makes these feelings feel trite or contrived, though. She treats Sadie's later in life coming out with the deep respect it deserves and takes the same honest and direct approach to sex and sexuality. Sadie and Mal's sexual encounters are frank and funny but also honest and straightforward.

This is such a lovely story, equal parts funny, sensual, and vulnerable. It lags a teeny bit in the middle as it harps a bit too much on Mal's inability to commit, but overall it's such an emotional and well-written look at a woman coming into their identity late in life and another person struggling with grief and growing up later in life. It masterfully highlights the power of the queer family and the quirky cast of characters walking the Camino is wonderful. Also the lesbian inside jokes are laugh out funny. (Please note that Mal is described as a mix of Kristen's Stewart's face, first season's Shane's hair, and Tig Notatro's body.) I am still laughing. I love Alison Cochrun's writing! 4.5 stars.

I received a copy of this book from Netgalley and Atria Books in return for an unbiased review. Look for EVERY STEP SHE TAKES on 09/02/2025!

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